My life is over

Today's paper were totally screwed up
the questions were so specific
and the 40 mark compulsory question was on a reading which I didn't read and can barely remember what is in it
AHHHHHHHHHHH

last paper on tuesday
haven't start yet
the readings are like double of all the readings of my other courses combined
don't even want to look at it
€____€

but the holidays are nearing
just a little more
ahahaha
I talk like as if I worked so hard
when I didn't even put much time in
lol
shall start studying tmr
my brain is too drained due to the need to write 5 essays on things that I'm clueless on

cheerios
btw iron chef is uber entertaining :)

I'm so dead

My mind is filled with anything but what is needed for me to write an essay tmr
Omg
and it's the die die must pass module
omg
and the elective I haven't touch yet
omg
I'm dead

It was ok

Yeah
becoz the lecturer told us which topic would come out
so it wasn't that unexpected or shocking

okay
3 more papers to go
two on Thursday then the last paper next Tuesday
omo haven't started on my elective yet
and the passport module also only half way through
and those are coming on thurs ):

I also went to get my essays today
I keep getting B
which though is not very good, I'm still glad
esp since I spent way too little time on them
and I always hate to read my essays becoz it's like a pile of crap
crap crap and crapemole
so I'm glad
but I must put in more effort next sem
IF I make it through

don't feel like studying
craving a mega mcspicy
shall eat it for lunch tmr
macs is only worth it during the 1-3 lunch promo
haha
shall start studying elective tonight

cheerios
can't wait for holidays (:

I don't want tonight to end

Becoz I dunno what i'll write in the papers tmr
I've totally lost any sense of how to write an essay
and I didn't do any memorizing
but I don't feel like starting now
so
I dunno

hurrah

High on caffeine

The problem with drinking coffee is that even though it keeps me awake,my heart is beating so fast that it is hard to concentrate on anything and I become restless
I should not drink coffee to keep me awake
tea is a much better choice

shall go back to attempting to study

cheerios :)

slacking

looking at all the stuff that i'm supposed to study
i realise that i'm super far behind and there's no way in hell i'm gonna finish it
maybe if i had started at the beginning of this week i would have finished the stuff before the exams
but i chose to slack
the choices i make constantly bug me
when i'm watching tv i'm asking myself
would you even remember this show a day later ???
would it affect you so much to not watch the show ???
but i continue watching
hmmm
i seem to be subconsciously walking towards hell
i dunno why

oh yeah
and i just realised
i bought 4 albums this week
so it's like $70 spent on stuff

i should stop spending so much
and start studying now

waking up late

of course i woke up late again
i didn't even hear the alarm
tsk
and i've not started studying today
hmmm
have to finish reading globalization today

i think i'm taking this a little too easily
hope i dun regret it later on
but the notes do not actually seem to have much of a link to the questions that they might ask
or maybe it's just that i dunno how to link history to soci
I spent the whole of yesterday listening to 2 online lectures which i should have done weeks ago
and trying in vain to read the impt stuff, but i ended up watching tv after dinner ...

oh yeah
oprah is going to stop her talkshow in 2011 (to prepare for 2012 ??? LOL)
even though i dun like her show as much as ellen's (which i think has been going on a decline)
Oprah is still a big show, its been there forever
sighs
all things must come to an end
soon it'll be the end of the reign of our generation and on to the next generation (what letter is it now already ??? gen y ???? or am i already in an outdated generation already, i'm not really sure, technology blurs things)
and i'd be as outdated as my parents are now

oh wells, shall go watch the video regarding work and trade now
shall try to be more productive today
it's friday already
3 more days after today till the first paper
sian zi bua

OH YAR JUST to add in
pls go vote for the
People's choice award
vote for jason mraz in favourite male artist and fav music collaboration
and Joseph Gordon-Levitt (500 days of summer) in fav breakout movie actor
and 500 days of summer for fav independent movie

AHAHAHA i'm seriously too distracted

ok

i've started studying
HAHAHA
luckily the one that has the most readings is the last one
sighs
i take super long to read something
i need to read the same part multiple times to get what it's trying to say
and i'm watching tv now
i keep waanting to wake up at 6am to study, but i keep waking up at 11pm instead

will start again soon
i've been eating mcdonalds everyday
omg AHAHAHA like as if i'm not fat enough
i've to grow fatter

shall exercise during the one month break
:)
ok i should study so that time passes faster and the holidays would come faster

oh yar and i need to go collect my assignments
O_____O
3 hours travel to collect two papers which i totally forgot what i wrote about because i didn't dare to read it
sighs

hope i get through
4 days till the first exam
12 days till the last paper

cheers

OMG

I've not started studying yet shit
I keep saying that I'm gonna start but nooooo
I still have not
I think I'm the only person in uni tt hasn't started
the laziest uni student...
Hmmm that'll be a good book lol

whatevers nust start today

:( sadness

Aish I feel damn lazy to study now
eveything is distracting me
my ds, the com, the radio, the tv, the bed, the sofa, my mind ...

Sianded why must there be exams ?

omg

i woke up at 3pm today
then after that i ate
and watched tv
and now i'm blogging

OMG I WASTED THE WHOLE DAY !!!!!

omg there's soo much to study
shall start tmr

-___-"""

pushing on

okay i'm at 1,137 words now
need 3 more pages of words
hmm
maybe i'll use a bigger font
LOL
aish
hope it's not too crappy.

damnit

ok damn cui i only squeezed out 200 words
-______-"
and it's due tommorrow
and the next day have presentation, so have to do pp slides
and then on friday there's another essay due
AAAHHHHH
all becoz i downloaded The Sims 3


oh but it's damn nice to play LOL
haiz
hate school

ok i just wasted the whole day again

ok
i HAVE TO FINISH THE ESSAY TODAY
urghh
ok i',m not gonna sleep tonight

OK !!!

Word Count : 0/2000+

let's get working

I just fucking wasted the whole day

yes
that sums up my whole life actually
wasting time

actually wanted to go library to find books for the assignment that is due on wednesday but i didn't
wanted to start on the assignment that is due on friday but i didn't
wanted to start on the presentation that i have to do on thurday but i didn't
instead
i'm online, watching anime
why did i do that ?






I have no idea

unmotivated

to study
aish
i'm totally uninterested in everything
even in playing my psp or watching tv
sighs
utter depression

oh yeah
i realise that i actually know what dependency theory is, only that i didn't know that it is called by that name
-_________-""""

shall go back to lamenting about my life to myself

good day

exams O________________________O are coming

OHEMGEE
exams on 24, 26 nov and 1st december
AAARRRGGGHHHHHH
omo 26 got two papers
oh my god
i dun even know whether i actually have enough knowledge of the subjects to write for 2 and a half hours
T_____T
feel like running away
locking myself in a room
till the exams are over

shit
today at tutorial i realised that i was the only one that didn't have a clue what was going on
i dun even know wtf dependency theory is

dead

and i'm still procrastinating my ass off
watching shows online
i deserve to be dead

changed mind

ok doing on the increasing obesity in america
haha have not started the essay yet
assuming that i start now, and type 200 words per hour
I would finish in 11 hours
which would mean ... 10.30am the next morning
okay
i think that is a feasible goal
then after that would take a 2 hour nap
then wake up to do some fact finding to buff up the essay
and to proof read it
i didn't proof read my previous assignments so i dunno how they actually turned out
HAHAHAHAHA
ok
shall get started soon
:):):)